(often referred to as Conscientia in some translations) by Anthony de Mello

I notice you're asking for a "long feature" related to and something that sounds like "constienta" — likely a misspelling of "Consciência" (the Portuguese word for "consciousness" or "awareness"), which is the title of one of his most famous books.

People search for "free PDF" because they are in pain—marriage troubles, career disillusionment, spiritual dryness. They hope a PDF will be a quick fix. But de Mello’s method requires practice. It requires you to sit with discomfort. A stolen digital file cannot give you that.